- 2 of at least 5 points autorepresentativos that supply my need psychoanalysis -
+ these days (these months, perhaps) back to me a picture, a sort of brief scene, who lived - dreaming, fantasy - when I was about 10 or 11 years. Dispositio is rather an event, I was left in a place that had all the hallmarks of a tomb, but it was nominally by a particular dimension of time. I had myedo, whereas I was partly happy. I would sleep for an extremely long and the idea fascinated me not by the attempt to break or easy escape from reality but, it was unusual, because the quota awakening. Here the scene is linked to my dear Mr Hyde, all I cared about was my appearance. When returning from sleep, meet 3 issues in a way capital; take a very long blonde hair that descended on the marble steps of the entrance, my nails have grown a measure unreal and even repugnant and my body would be consumed, weakensed in himself the agony of starvation. I guess the story is established between the many metonymy that, so sick and charming, simple neurosis filosamente outline of a commitment.
+ About def. Def called me last weekend. It was something really weird, we used to talk on MSN with my usual frequently interrupted, detested by many, including empathically (or not) - and therefore prosper - by others. Not talking about anything substantial, just flashes in the relatively near past, the ethos and satlip, less abroad]. question that Def was the only classmate with whom Sophie and E. spoke, E. is along well enough with Def and the reason that he argued was as follows: Def was a kind of punk under construction. What is easy to be a punk in public school? I do not think, is lost because there is no contrast effect. Def had a band (Def has now rare), Def heard Miranda!, Def wore cargo pants and belts that touched the floor; Def never did homework, dragged them materials and subjects, I hated sports and Skape humming songs. When I was bored in class, pensaba what I would say if he supported his meter Def 80 on the opposite bank and poníaa read Harry Potter 4 on the sly, as Sophie said that (the rumors say) that made the French class, just as I had Tango (not dancing, 'vocabulary') and she and E. Accounting. Def eating sunflower seeds (A. also eat sunflower seeds), Def read "books on communism" (blessed are the general instructions), Def gave me the drawings he did in cycle times school (stars, all) while we waited for E. join us and discuss endlessly lyrics Fun People. Alsoinsight, information that I added at the time of seeing him live and direct interaction with the universe of little pieces that unfolded in his living room carpet when you run the ritual to expel them from the box. Mine was something like a voyeuristic pleasure, I sat in the corner of his eye watched sillóny with both hands, without touching the cardboard pieces, select one of many to find out if embedded in the great figure, if the guess was correct. Def visited when he was operated on both knees (do not remember what I said, I do remember that Sophie and I carry treats) and he visited me when my friends did the notorious tripWell, I thought if I was interested in dating him. She did not say, but I imagined evenings of spectacular resolutions fetchizar puzzle that I could ad nauseum. I thought a few days. In class on Tuesday, I suggested (so unthinkable) to change the course of Saturday, which was a bit more advanced and could pave the Noryouku Shiken better. I attended a Saturday. A. appeared, and it was like an eclipse. Now Def and I talked by phone and chat, and things seem a bit sweet and somewhat remote.
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